I made a new blog!
This will be my blog from now on.

HEART-LOCKET (<--ﾌﾞﾛｸﾞを変えた、新しいﾌﾞﾛｸのリンク )

i bought my school uniform, but it will be ready next week, so we need
to wait before we can get it from the store.
i also made a new blog, called oishi-nyo . its a blog where i put my obento. check it out for some time.
i am also thinking of putting, not just obentos , but also other things that has to do with food and cooking.
i like cooking, i am not good at it , but i want to learn.
i especially want to make desserts .

i did something very, very stupid.
i bought 2 march issues of vouge. a u.s. and u.k. issue .
i went to buy it yesterday, the day when i bought my uniform.
i was with my mother and she was in a hurry, so i hurried.
i thought the march issue us edition was the feb issue, and the march issue
uk edition, is the march issue .
next time i will be careful.

mood- tired

i asked my friend to teach me how to make an origami of a tsuru/crane.
i had difficulty making one, but now i know how .
this is the red tsuru ogirami i made.
some of my friends, made origamis too, they were really good at it.
one of my friends, made a flower, it was so beautiful.
this is one that my friend also made.
but i forgot its name.

today we went shopping in yoshizuya. i bought 2 clear files to put the
papers from school, then i bought 2 eye shadows, and a lunch box set.
i had a lot of fun, but it was tiring .
then after we went shopping, we visited my step-dad in the hospital.
he already had his surgery, but the wound still has to heal, etc...
when we got home, we had the sinigang my mother made. it was so delicious.

tomorrow, we will watch a movie, and i will also go to maruzen to buy
the februaru issue of vogue magazine.
i cannot believe i actually almost forgot about vogue
i also changed my smilies. they are by kawaiiness.com, i have it on my darklinks on the navigation on the left.

talking fashion...
check out the fall/winter versace fashion show

versace emilio pucci dolce gabbana blumarine

mood- happy

okay, so it was valentines day yesterday.
i spent it just like any other ordinary day. i do not have a valentine, and
i was lazy to make chocolates for my mother and sister.
well i think valentines day is pretty rubbish anyway.
a day where people give each other chocolates, flowers, cards and all
that mushy stuff.
well you know what i think?
i think that someone would get so happy if they recieve something on valentines day.
but someone would be happier, if they recieved something on an ordinary day.
why do we need to make a day for love? when we have other days, that
we can express it. i think valentines day is for exaggerated couples, and
stubborn people, or the hopeless romantics... no wait i am a hopeless romantic

well my mother gave me and my sister some chocolates.
my favorite, ferrero rocher

this is for my sister. but she gave me the mon cheri, the ones in the middle and the
silver ones.
she only likes the gold ones.


i had the cappucino one. it is perfect for coffee lovers. i did not love it that much, the coffee liquid inside it made me feel drunk .



i am not much of a valentines day fan, but i do hope you had a good one.

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last week, friday, i had this bump of the eyelid of my right eye. i told my mother,
and she laughed and said maybe an insect bit me. but the next day it got worse.
it was saturday and the clinics are closed so i have to deal with the pain.
it got okay on monday, i put some eye drops on my eye and some cream to make it better. it got okay, but it was really painful. i also caught my sisters cold and
got ill. i went to the doctor on tuesday, coz monday was a holiday.
the doctor said it was a stye.
mine is an internal stye, and it said on a website it is not easy to be cured.
These styes may need to be opened and drained... that is scary.
i hope this gets cured...

mood- cheerful

hmn... valentines day, eh.
well i am valentine-less, hee hee.
maybe i will make chocolates for some of my classmates...

ok... speaking of school i had a bad day.
ok ranting, or talking trash is bad, but it is better than to just keep it inside and explode
someday...
and besides writing crappy rants is one of the uses of a blog.

so, here we go.
on gym class, we are playing basketball. we have to count the times of attempts we shoot the ball, and the times the ball went inside the hoop.
when it was my turn to shoot, i sensed that they were making fun of me, the 2 girls,
call them m and n.
so, the second time, my teacher said we have to count again. when i asked how many times...
the did not know, my 2 other good friends were sorry, they forgot, but the 2 did not.
i ignored them a bit, but i cannot take it, i breaked down and cried a bit.
my 2 friends asked my why, and my teacher stopped talking and looked at us, i was nervous,
and tried to stop crying, and said i have a cold. it hurts to be a cry baby... i hate it.
i laughed it off, faked a laugh, faked a smile, hey... if you cant fake it, you cannot survive.
i just realized, you gotta be mean sometimes... well i dont wanna.
i tried to be mean to them, but i thought, i dont wanna be like them, i dont wanna be a jerk.
i dont know why they make fun of me, and some of my classmates.
i have 2 theories... 1. they are jealous of me 2. they look down on me coz of my
countrys background 3. they gotta have to buy a life on ebay 4. they are just plain jerks
who find happiness in making fun of other people. coz they are unhappy, and insecure.
well, not only me, some of my classmates they laugh at, or sometimes our teachers.
i was pretty shocked, to see their true colors, sometimes i think... that it is better
to not know a lot.
well after this, i tried to remind myself not to let people like them ruin my day...
and stop being insecure... man i hate being insecure... guess i cannot avoid it...
it is a teen thing.
but you know what... crying made me feel good. after that i felt so happy, and bubbly... guess i cannot take crying out of my system.

this monday, we do not have classes, it is a holiday.
my sister wants to rent some videos, i want to see the movie a walk to remember and
some classics like grease 2, so maybe i will grant her little wish.

mood - perky

omg....

i passed

i am so happy that i passed i got a letter from nagoya womens highschool, that i passed and got accepted...
i thought i was gonna fail...
i was so nervous yesterday, cause i thought that i will receive it yesterday.
when i got home, my step-dad told me that the letter arrived, from the
moment i saw the envelope, my heart beated so fast .
the envelope was thick, and i expected i passed, i was right.
i am so happy, and thankful .

some valentines day avatars.
note that these avatars are not mine.
they are made by their respective owners.
click here for more avatars and icons.

mood- super fabulous, and very happy

i already bought the february issue of vogue.
it was pretty nice, but i have not read most of it. i am saving it for the boring days,
when i do not have anything to read.


renee zellweger, covergirl for vouge february issue and
also on the feature story. you can read the story here.

and more pictures of my pets.

taken by me


taken by my sister

this is a picture of my sister hugging my aunts cat, bucky.

poor bucky... hehe, she is gonna be mad when she sees this pic

mood- worried and nervous