There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Tomorrow we're going to have swimming class.
Gotta think of an excuse, so i can't join swimming class.
HAHAHA, yeah i can't swim...I c a n ' t s w i m! (._.)
that kinda sucks....lolz.
Tomorrow would be a very tiring day,i'll also help on making our
class flag. The flag is for the Sports Fest. I'm not good at running,
good thing I joined the 80 m run again yay!
We also changed seats today.
great, i was on the last row (,-.-,)......i'll just
try to see what's written on the board (-.-).

Oh, i helped my sister edit her blog, starlight26, i added
snow and a tag board. I also edited mine and added music.
You can play and stop/pause the music by clicking the arrow,
the title is above the arrows, (^.^). The music will be changed every...
month. I'm so tired....i drank my medicine,it's a medicine to
make me sleep. Becoz i'm having sleeping problems, i can't
have a good night sleep without it (>.<).
yay conan is on tv!!!! i wonder what's the opening theme....
i wonder (._.) yay i saw it! 'Hoshi no Kagayaki' *translate:
Shining Star* i guess...

--Kizuku sono 1--
I noticed that, the trademark for summer jap girls,
here is.....'Noisy sandals'.
When i'm on my way to the subway, i always hear those
noisy footsteps, 'clak clak clak', an i hate it when i hear it.
They like wearing those cheap sandals with fancy flowers
and beads on it,and when they walk,it's so noisy,it hurts
my ears.
--Kizuku sono 2--
I noticed that most teenage girls and boys here,
dye their hair, golden brownish.Most school girls
here dye their hair,most school boys do the same too.
My classmate dye his hair golden brown, and stil have
the courage attending school,even though he knows that
it is not allowed.My teacher, will shout at him,yep*nod nod*
(the horror). Then my adviser would tell him to dye his hair black again.
Good thing that he would obey.
--Kizuku sono 3--
Most Japanese girls' fantasy of a hot guy is....
slim,tall,kinda long hair, like the imageof the guys on tv.

--Korede Kizuku wo Owarimasu--

Woohooo! today is saturday!
*dances the saturday dance*
yeah! I'm watching tsubasa chronicles,whee!
i so love this anime. At first i didn't like it,coz the
characters...Sakura and Syaoran,looked really matured here.
This story is cute, and all of the characters are made by CLAMP.
Some characters were taken from other CLAMP animes,
for example...Chi is taken from Chobits,Mokona and
Princess Emeraud is taken from
Magic Knight Rayearth,Most of the characters here are from CCS,
Card Captor Sakura.Sakura,Li,Tomoyo,Sakura's Dad,Touya,
and Yukito. Well, the current story is about the Demon in
Sakura City,where there are many Sakuras, lovely...hahaha!
i guess the story is like Inuyasha but i stil like it.
Story:
***WARNING, SPOILER ALERT***
In the deserts, there was a Land called Clow.There lives a
Syaoran that just came home from studying about Relics,
was greeted by his childhood friend Princess Sakura.
Syaoran and Sakura likes each other,but they still don't
tell each other how they really feel.
One night while Sakura was standing in the balcony,and was
about to takea bite from an apple,she
heard a mysterious voice coming from the relics.
Sakura, in some sort of a trance, went to the relics.
Syaoran followed her and saw Sakura with wings, floating
in the air. Syaoran tried to talk to Sakura, but she
can't hear him.Syaoran reached Sakura and carried him
in his arms, trying to wake her up.There were feathers that
were flying away, from him, he catched one.
Yukito, and King Touya arrived. Yukito told Syaoran, that
Sakura's memories are lost. If they are not to come back, she
might die. When Syaoran heard this, he was shocked and
is willing to do anything,to get Sakura's feathers back.
Yukito told him,that only the Dimensional witch
Yuko can help Sakura.Yukito transported Sakura and Syaoran
to where Yuko is. Yuko agreed and granted them to help
them on their quest to help Sakura, in one condition.
Syaoran must leave his relationship with Sakura, and Sakura
should forget her memory of Syaoran. There were also two
people that joined them. Kurogane, in search for power,
also seeks the witch's help,in return he should give up his
sword.Fei, in search for new things also needs her help,in
return,he should give up his tatoo.
And so their journey begins, a cute little white stuff toy like
creature named Mokona was given to them by Yuko.
Mokona can teleport them into other dimensions,mokona
can also feel if Sakura's feathers are close, and can
also communicate with Yuko.

Ok i'm so sad, i feel so alone, i feel so devastated and so left out.
I feel like my friends hate me, i feel like a mere erm...speck of...
dirt in this friggin' world, full of hatred and lies.
I just dunno what to do with this life.
I feel so sad i wanna cry, but i can't
i try to stop my tear from falling, becoz i dun wanna shed a tear
any more.
I feel so stressed out and it's not healthy, i feel like like,,,
nevermind.
My mind hurts and i feel likt it's blowing into pieces.

BLIND ITEM No.1
((Idea taken from my bestfriend mikkie, hahaha ))
Blind item no.1 is kinda deadly.
I would not want to tell what gender blind item is,
becoz it's a 'BLIND ITEM',yeah i know that was so~ corny.
Let's call blind item for the day BN1
Ok so...BN1 is sneaky and people should just shut their
mouths when talking to this BN1.
If you just get into this BN1's nerves, better watch your
back, becoz, BN1 is going to stab you and shatter you into pieces.
I have been a victim of this BN1 and it's not really a good experience.
BN1 tries to make friends with popular people, becoz she
wants to be seen popular too.
BN1 is NEVER EVER to be trusted. Once BN1 and you
fight, trust me, you should put BN1 in your 'Not to trust' list.
*nod nod*
Or BN1 will stab you on your back for the second time.

Melodies of Life

Ate mo naku samayotte ita
Tegakari mo naku sagashi tsuzuketa
Anata ga kureta omoide o
Kokoro o iyasu uta ni shite

Yakusoku mo suru koto mo naku
Kawasu kotoba mo kimetari mo sezu
Dakishime soshite tashikameta
Hibi wa nido to kaeranu

Kioku no naka no te o furu anata wa
Watashi no na o yobu koto ga dekiru no

Afureru sono namida o
Kagayaku yuuki ni kaete
Inochi wa tsuzuku
Yoru o koe
Utagau koto no nai ashita e to tsuzuku

Tobu tori no mukou no sora e
Ikutsu no kioku azuketa darou
Hakanai kibou mo yume mo
Todokanu basho ni wasurete

Meguriau no wa guuzen to ieru no
Wakareru toki ga kanarazu kuru no ni

Kieyuku unmei demo
Kimi ga ikite iru kagiri
Inochi wa tsuzuku
Eien ni
Sono chikara no kagiri doko made mo

Watashi ga shinou tomo
Kimi ga ikite iru kagiri
Inochi wa tsuzuku
Eien ni
Sono chikara no kagiri doko made mo tsuzuku

English version

I was wandering without a destination
I continued to search without any clues
Making the memories you gave to me
into a song to heal my heart

The days when, without making any promises,
without exchanging words or consciously deciding,
you embraced me and sought me out;
those days will never return

The you who touches my hand within my memories
can still call out my name

Change those flowing tears
into shining courage
Life goes on,
continuing beyond the night
into a tomorrow which has never been doubted.

I wonder how many memories have been left
to the sky beyond the flying birds
while forgetting even fleeting hopes and dreams
in an unreachable place

How can you say that happening upon each other was a coincidence,
even when the time for us to part will surely come?

Even though I am fated to fade away,as long as you are alivelife will go onfor eternity;all the way to the limits of that strength

Even if I were to die,
as long as you are alive,
life will go on
for eternity;
all the way to the limits of that strength

*sigh*
I didn't make my assignments on cram school...
i dun wanna go to cram school *cries*

*sniff*(x_x)....

Today...well, we only had 4 subjects on school...yay!
I 'm so stupid.....haha. I forgot that my mom left a key
on the mailbox (._.;) I lost my key and the house is a mess...
and i can't find it. So i told my mom to leave a key for me.
but i forgot it....so i went to the house nextdoor, where
granny lives. She helped me go inside the house.
The house is divided into two....ok this might sound complicated....
when my dad was little he lives nextdoor,and another family lives here.
They left the house and sold it to my dad's father. Granpa gave it to
Dad, and now we live here....hmn....if only this lot was not divided
it would be bigger than usual *nod nod*...
*coughicoughwantcoughtocoughbuycouhgthewholelotcoughcoughcough
somedaycouhgcoughcough*

(-__-)Lazy...dun wanna go to cram school but should...
i know!!!!! hahha!! i'll make 4 x5pages....20 then leave some...
yeah...yeah!!!!!!!(^-^)
*sigh* i didn't know we're still having swimming.
*sulks* (._.) *beep* it....
*sigh* great my sister is playing with my cellphone again...
whatta brat (>_<)

Ha! i learned something!!! whee!!!
i knew what is the proper term for 'Ittekimasu'
it's 'Ittemairimasu' yay! hahaha....
'Watashi Tensai kamo!!!' joke joke joke
*translate:I maybe a genius*
I watched the movie bewitched yesterday, it's good.
Hmn....i can't do the nose *tries doing it*
i can't ('.')....lolz.... i wanna watch the brother's grim and
chocolate factory hahaha! and harry potter, oh
ang OMG! my fave book is going to be a movie...i can't wait!
*hugs random people* yay! 'Da vinci code' was a great mystery
and kinda suspense type of book....i hope Jhonny Depp
will be Robert Landon...although Robert Landon is....
old? i guess... i always pictured of a movie about it.
While i'm reading it i fantasize on my mind what's happening,
lolz....but i didn't include the bloody scene...there...but
i did...include the..erm..*coughpagacoughritualcoughscenecough*
lolz...that's all..
later i'm going to make a quiz.
this is long...yay!
>toodles

Well.....i'm bored (x_.)
It's 4 pm in the afternoon. I was about to do my assignments,
but i'm just too lazy....*sigh*
I dunno what i should write here today,lolz....
becoz i really don't have something nice too share, i didn't
have any encounters today, with....haha joke...
i was just joking....
*backs to her real self and smiles*
Sorry that was my twin...joke.
Well, school was fine, but i haven't finished one of our assignmnents.
I think were going in 'Spain Mura'....it's an amusement park.
My mom said that it's far from here.
I wanna ride a rollercaoster....it's my first time to (>.<)
ride one, lolz....*whisper*
that's all i guess....i'll just put some poetry here,...
or i'll make a freewebs account and make it a fan fic
account, yeah....not now, lolz, next year...when i turn 15
((is honestly lazy)) and i'm not good at HTML,then
maybe i'll make my extra account, blogger account
a fanfic account...but first i should finish my fanfic,
and make poetries, and collect stories (^-^)
Wish me luck (.___.)
>Toodles

This will be my current avaar for September...
wow,it's september already (0.o), it's so fast how time flies....
*thinks*
I haven't updated my beloved bloggy...(-.-)i've been addicted to
Gaia online, and i spent all my time 'ALL' my time playing gaia (-.-)
I didn't did my assignments....but i quitted gaia...no....
just left it for a while....i have my current addiction <3
Trickster yep, it's a site,
an adventure site, like ragnarok, although,it is
Japanese, free, and Japanese, and it's not a level up game...but
you level up....too and you can have your own pet, then have quests,
fight mosnters, and be strong!! (.__.)/
My character is Mi-chan and her level is 13...7 more then level
20, then i'll have a kitty yay!!!<3

That's all (^-^)
I'm just going to leave Neopets and Gaia....
I'll only play trickster, then update my blog, or...friendster (._.;)
yeah, and talk to my friends, esp, myka and kris....i miss those guys
(,-.-,)