I think I like this guy, he was my classmate, was my friend...
Eh... but I haven't even talked to him for a year
I think he doesn't know me now xP, oh well...

MOOD: Confused

The exams are over, yay!
I've seen the results in Japanese and Math,
next week I'm going to see English results. I'm so worried
about Science and Social Studies! I didn't study at Social Studies,
not because I don't want to, it's because my book in History was
lost!!! I just found out last week that... it was dumped in the garbage!
I asked my mother if she'd seen the old books that I used when
I was in the 7th and 8th grade and said that she already dumped them
in the garbage. I was shocked but I can't blame her...
She confronted me about it and I think I just said that she
could put all of it in the plastic bag and dump it...
It's all my damn fault

I feel content about my test results
I'll do my best next time!

Today we divided into our groups for the educational
trip in Yokohama. We have to write down what we will do,
how long will we be doing it, and what places are we going.
It was ok at first, but I got sleepy while we're doing it...
There are interesting places in where we are going, but
we have to go to a few and we need to use time wisely, as well.
One of my groupmates will have his birthday on June 14
it will be the last day we're staying in Yokohama, the day
when we'll be going back to our school, but my friend
thought that we should give him something as a gift.
I agreed, and we're thinking of a surprise.

>Toodles

MOOD: Sleepy

We're having exams tomorrow! and on Thursday too!
I feel stressed and nervous!
I know I've studied, but I fret and forget.
And sometimes I just don't understand the question...
But I'll try hard tomorrow! Good Luck to me...

On PE (Gym class) today, I did 'Nijuutobi'
3 consequtive times! I'm so happy, I never did 'Nijutobi'
it's a little exhibition (..?) on jumping rope...
Instead of swinging the rope one time and jumping,
you swing the rope 2 times and jump once!
I never did it coz it was hard, I can only manage to jump once,
but not continuely... I'm so happy, my classmates were glad
and so is my teacher, because that's the only exhibition
I can't do, but now I finally learned it! *tears of joy*
I don't know what is Nijuutobi in english...
>Toodles

MOOD: Accomplished, at last!

Yesterday my aunt came to our house with Lala, her cat.
She was pregnant, 'was'...
When my aunt heard of this she was surprised, and decided to
abort Lala's babies, remove her babies...
It was so sad, but it has been done.
The cat is staying at our house and she looked so weak and depress.
I actually pity her... I mean she's being controlled, poor cat.
What if she wanted babies?
It's so sad that she can't protest and voice out her feelings.
I felt sad towards the decision about aborting the babies,
but what can I do?
I've reasoned with my mother, that my aunt could just
give the baby kitties away, and besides there are only 2 baby
kitties in Lala's womb.
I told my mother that my aunt had an option, why abort the poor babies.
This case made my views towards my aunt, I always thought
she was a kind animal lover and passionate about things like
taking care of pets...
Does she not know that by (animal) abortion, that by
what she did, she's being quite inhumane...?
I've asked some people about this matter, and they said
it was weird, and they won't do it, so do I.
But someone said that the unwanted kitties will also die
even if they are not aborted. I totally disagree with her.
I think there are some people that wants kitties, if
only my aunt searched or asked for somebody.
But I think her hands if full right no (yeah, right).
I feel sorry for the cat, she looks so weak...

The tests are tomorrow!
Oh my gosh... I'm so so worried...

I watched a little documentary about the book,
and now movie 'Da Vinci Code'.
The documentary is explaining about the history inside the book.
Wow, I think the Vatican is really angry towards the book,
and it became a movie! I'm really happy it was a movie now!
I've read it and really liked it. I'm catholic, but I find
the book interesting and quite nice. I mean it's just a book,
I don't know if it's true, if it is, well, wow, if not then
so what? I think it is quite true, because the Vatican looks
guilty about it. Talk about telling people not to buy the book ...

I've thought about politics in the Philippines last night...
I just realized The Gloria case was... was not resolved or it
has been trashed.
I've thinked about politics in the Philippines, and poverty all night.
And now I feel... old
I mean I'm 14 years old, for goodness sake!
I think I'm too young to think about those kind of stuff....
Or maybe not..?
>Toodles

MOOD: Very Worried

Today is Sunday, I woke up because of the sound of
the banging and the sound of big staples downstairs.
It turns out that our house wasn't reformed completely, there
were some jobs that they haven't finished yet, but I think it
doesn't need to be rushed, because my mother said that
they'll be only coming to reform every sundays...
I'm not really bothered about it... well it's only for a day, and
I can use the internet so I'm quite content
I've been selfish and tempered today, I had a fight with my
mother (the usual), and I felt very irritated after that.
She complains a lot and I am very sick of it .
I guess mothers are bound to complain...

I haven't studied yesterday and today... How irresponsible
It's already in the afternoon, and I guess my sister is having
a haircut, at last!
I am very annoyed with her hair... it's so...
so messy. I've told her to brush her hair once in a while,
but she's too lazy to do so.

MOOD: Depressed

Today's Saturday, and Da Vinci Code the movie is
now showing on theatres...
I really want to watch it, unfortunately my mother didn't want to
go to the movies, and she has work today...
Well... I guess I just have to study all afternoon

I found a cute fan art of Getsumaden Heiki Mina!
At last! i've been searching on google for fan art of her, and
found no fine results

My step-dad is watching Trick, it's a tv show in Japan.
It's quite interesting, but I like the other show
about the damn rich woman that's a detective and always
uses money to catch the criminal. It's funny when his grandpa
dramatically approve of the plan she thought about .
This is a little image of her, it says Fugoh Keiji, yes that's
the name of the show. It is aired every Fridays, I guess
about 9 pm, on Tv Asahi.

That's the pic I got from googl image results
>Toodles

MOOD: Bored

I added music on th blog, it's called "Sekai no Yakusoku"
or Promis of the World . I really like this song from the
movie, Howl's moving castle. I also like the musical theme
Jinsei no merry go round or Life's merry go round.
This is a little screen cap from the movie:
(Courtesy of google)


It's on the first part of the movie, where Sophie
meets Howl on her way to the store where her sister,
Betty works. They are chased by the witch and they're
running, well flying away.

It is really a great story, and I really love it and the songs

My class adviser went to our house (Katei Houmon), she
and my parents talked and well, I didn't actually showed my face...
I was quite shy so I went to the back of our house and
just watched as my dogs get bored...
My mother said that my step-dad was worried about college.
Of course I am worried too, very worried...
I'd want to study out of the country... study in another country...
I'd been thinking of being a vet, I've given up on my dream being
a flight attendant, my eyesight is bad...
And my mother always reminded me that having good eyesight
is one of the requirements of being a flight attendant.
I was crushed when I knew that my eyesight went from
good>>fine>>bad... I hope it doesn't get worser than this.
I've been trying to convince my mother to buy me glasses!
But she just won't listen. I've joked and said, 'Oh, I see, you just
want to have a daughter that wears glasses!' and she said
'exactly! people will call you an old lady!'
I was really shocked .... But I will try to convince her, some other
time... again. Last time her reason was: ' Because the glasses in the
Philippines are better than here... etc etc...'
Gosh...
Ok so back to the school talk...
So, I was crushed, and decided of taking another path...
And then I realized how much I love my pets (dogs),
then I thought of being a vet. I think being a vet is a hard
because they are animal 'doctors', yes 'doctors'.
I've never thought of being a doctor in my life...
just now...
I mean, I'm too weak to be a doctor, I might cry all night
after a failed surgery or something...
Doctors look like they don't feel anything, like they're doing it
for the sake of... of something other than the patient's safety...
I'm not saying all doctors do, but maybe most.
But.. I guess it won't be that bad. I just have to get through a lot
of hard days, and study 4 hours a day, and memorize animal body
parts, etc, etc,...
I'm very very worried about college, sometimes I just
try not to think about it, because it drives me crazy...
>Toodles

MOOD: Worried

We made cheese in school today, and steamed potatoes.
It tasted good .
The cheese needs a little more salt, and it tastes good when
you cover it on the potato .
We have 'Katei houmon' this weekend. Your class adviser
will visit your house and talk to your parents and you.
It's a little school program. My teacher will visit our house, tomorrow.
I'm quite nervous! And still nervous about the exams next week.

We are planning on going to the Philippines in July.
I hope there won't be any problems and obstacles in our trip.
I think we're staying there for 3 weeks. I can't really stay there for a month or more, so does my parents. They have work, well my mother
does. As for me, I have school work and projects... I guess
When I was in 1st-2nd year we had school work on summer vacation.
But I'm sure about this year, because last year's 3rd year students
didn't have school work for summer! But they did study...
But it's still different! I hope we get lucky and only have
the little excercise booklet to answer, minus all the projects,
etc, etc!
>Toodles

MOOD: Content

My computer is not bugging me today, thank god .
I had a nice day today, nothing much, I just spend most
of my time studying. And memorizing countries in the
African continent. I just memorized the countries in the Asian
continent. It's hard, but interesting.
I already memorized all the Kanjis that are included in our
test, next week, I just hope I don't fret and forget it when
I take the test!
I'm quite happy because we didn't have PE class 3 days
straight, I'm just bad at PE class...
Today is wednesday, and I think Naruto will be showing
at 7:30 pm today, I want to watch it, and hope
I don't miss it.
>Toodles

MOOD: Feeling cold

I'm having computer errors right now.
It seems unstable and I think it has something to do with the
Internet. It's like there's an earthquake, the screen is shaking up and down, it's not that serious, and I hope it doesn't get worser than this!
We only took 4 subjects at school, and I was delighted!
Well, I guess almost anyone that's the same age as me, is happy
when you get to go home from school early.
When I arrived from school, I saw my step-dad and step-aunt in the
doorway. I guess they're buying toy cars from a lady.
I think my mother will get mad at him for buying...
And I also saw that he's watching the DVD we rented,
'Howl's moving castle', it's an animation movie, and I really like it.
Howl looks handsome in his black hair, but I loved his blonde
hair. It suited him, well. Pity that Sophie's curse wasn't
broken completely, but it's good that it still is a happy ending.
A friend told me not to read the book, because it's not worth
reading, but I'm quite curious..

>Toodles
(My computer is driving me mad, so I think I won't
put smilies and mood emoticons, for now.)

Our house was reformed, so I wasn't able to use the internet.

I have been offline for a long time...

I changed my layout again. I found this recently in blogskins

and I liked it. I think it fits me, well the theme, that is.

The exams are already next week! I'm so worried!

I'll do my best to pass, and have high grades.

Good luck me

We had a test in music today....

And I feel bad... no terrible.

I think I flunked

I think I didn't gave a 100%...

It's so depressing......

I talked with my best friend through YM today.

She said she already have a bf, I'm so happy for her.

I think that she wanted one, and I'm glad she found someone

for her.
MOOD: Doing my best, studying...