Friday, January 26, 2007
i am going to this school, called nagoya womens highschool on tuesday, 3oth...
i am so nervous and worried. it is the real thing... and i am so down... what if i dont pass...
i hope i pass... i really imagine myself shouting for joy...
but life is unpredictable and unfair.
i need to do my best, and of course be ready, physically and emotionally
...and i am also scared about college... i want to go to this school in london, called central saint martins, the fashion haven, for me...
the level is so high, and of course, so is the competition... i know it is 3 years from now.
but i feel it not that too far... i am not confident about my creativity, my fashion sense and my
potential...
i am feeling so down. i saw this fashion folio, similar to what i have to pass to the school...
it was complicated for me... and the tuition fee is 9,8oo pounds, in japanese yen 2oo,ooo plus,
that is for the international students. there are financial aids, but i am still so worried,
and i have a sister, and at that time, she will be entering high school, just like me now.
thats double payment for my parents.
i do not want to be a burden. i am in emotional stress, right now.
listening to- call me when youre sober, evanescence
mood-stresses
Labels: school