Tuesday, September 12, 2006
I had a bad day this week, but I don't want to talk about it.
It's some person at school, whom I kinda hold a grudge. I hope I stop holding grudges, I'll do my best to... I already forgot about it.I still have some grudges left to other people, but I hope on
letting it go, It's so not healthy. I just want to turn off the fire of rage inside me.
And turn it in to something else. It is hard, very hard. Sometimes I wanted to shout on that certain person's face, but that would just make things worse.
I had quite a good time at school today. Although I swam for 7 minutes, and had a very, very bad head ache. I stayed at school and went home at about 5:00 pm. We were making our flag for the Sport festival this month. I think it needs a lot of work, and we need to work fast. It's really difficult... we need to draw 34 fishes, it reprents every person in our class. It's funny and interesting... and quite rude, I guess. The person who drew the picture of the fishes originally, was the one drawing the fishes, he was drawing it based on the appearance and personality of the people in the class. There are well, people in the class they dislike or make fun of... and he drew them... just the way they are. It's quite rude, I think... but quite fun and interesting. Besides, each and everyone of us in our class is unique... I think nothing is bad with that. Tomorrow until friday (I think), we'll continue on working on it. Good luck to us...
I think I won't be able to update as frequently as I did, but I'll try.
I am busy at school, and at home. I mean, I just can't sit here, surfing the net having fun, blogging or editing my website. I need to do some chores, eat (of course)... and do other more valuable things, too.
I think I've spent most of my time in front of the computer in the past years. And I need to stop and use my time more valuably. I just hope I do get to organize and really do what I want... because sometimes, this evil thing (internet) just tempts me. It gives me entertainment, gossip, information, and people to talk to.
I've recently realized I've been living up to the quote I love:
"Ignorance is bliss"
But I think Ignorance can be bliss in some certain situations, only.
And you just can't ignore and hide the facts, it's just hard, and it's not a good habit. So I changed it to my other loved quote:
"The most beautiful things cannot be seen, they must be felt with the heart"
I totally agree with that. And just hearing it makes me smile.
Mood:
Calm and Happyxxx Gem