Wednesday, September 06, 2006
I've been busy about school, and haven't updated for a while.
I was also frustrated about my computer, it's really getting into my nerves.
The color black turns to red, and I can't open files, I can't change the skin of my blog.
I can't even put a software in it.
I didn't want to use the computer. But I decided to fix it, I erased all the files before.
I think it was a virus, that was the cause of this...
I just hope it won't happen again.
I changed my skin, it's a starry theme, I love it. It gives an eerie and peaceful sight to me.
Sweet...

I've been reading about Greek mythology. It was quite interesting and confusing.
I liked the story about Psyche and Cupid the best... but there are other stories, so maybe
it would change. I'm thinking of making a website about it...
I just want to type and type... And be busy infront of the computer when I don't have anything
to do with my spare time.
I'm quite stressed right now. We're already talking about senior high school at our school.
It's pretty stressing, I don't know which school should I go. I want to study in the Philippines,
because I think it would be easy for me, quite cheaper, and erm... fun. But my mother strongly disagrees. We had a fight, and she explained she's still thinking about it. Yeah...
She doesn't want me there. Personal problems. If she doesn't want me there, I told her I want to
study in England. That is very complicated. Still undecided, and undiscussed.
I am also confused... I don't know which course I should take. I thought of midwifery, but
my mother said no. She was a midwife, and she said it isn't a good career...
Well, what I really want to be is to be a Flight attendant. Yeah, ambitious, I know.
But I just want to have that job. The problem is, I'm afraid I cannot match the requirements
of a Flight attendant. I can't even swim! I'm not taller that 5'5, I have a friggin' astigmatism (eye
ailment). And Flight attendants are supposed to be tallk, have bright eyes, can swim up to 15 feet. My second choice is... quite unclear. I'm thinking of Forenscinc science, but I will still
do some research about it...
Toodles, Gem
Mood:
Very, very, very worried