Sunday, August 13, 2006
It was my birthday, August 7!!!
I think it was one of the bestest birthdays of my life...
It didn't felt too complete though, since some of the people I wanted to
be there weren't there. To be honest, I had a lot of opportunities to
invite them, but I was shy to do so. I have been away for 2 years,
not so much communication, and it felt awkward for me.
I regretted that I was shy towards my friends.
I think our bond 2 years before was now rotten.
I was really nervous about going back.
I don't know why, but it felt so sad
.Well, before my birthday, we went to my mother's province.
She had some things to do. I thought it might be boring, but it wasn't
that bad. And I get to meet, my uncle (my mother's cousin).
He was cuter than before
...Sometimes I just wish he wasn't a relative...
He's 2 years older than me, yeah he's young.
And I met this erm, guy I had a little crush on...
but my cousin thinks he's a playboy.
I was quite devastated. He played the guitar so well...
And there was this erm... handsome steward on PAL (Philippine Airlines). Uhh.... he was really handsome.
And me my sister and cousin, watched the Filipino movie called
Sukob. I think it was good.
It was a good horror drama movie.I really hated it when diana's (claudine) husband died.
Ehh, he looked like erm... nvm.
It was fun, being on the Philippines. I really wanted to stay there.
I loved my life there.
I want to study there, I am trying to convince my mother so that
I can study there. I hope she understands.
Mood:
Depressed...Totally