Friday, May 19, 2006
I added music on th blog, it's called "Sekai no Yakusoku"
or Promis of the World . I really like this song from the
movie, Howl's moving castle. I also like the musical theme
Jinsei no merry go round or Life's merry go round.
This is a little screen cap from the movie:
(Courtesy of google)
It's on the first part of the movie, where Sophie
meets Howl on her way to the store where her sister,
Betty works. They are chased by the witch and they're
running, well flying away.
It is really a great story, and I really love it and the songs
My class adviser went to our house (Katei Houmon), she
and my parents talked and well, I didn't actually showed my face...
I was quite shy so I went to the back of our house and
just watched as my dogs get bored...
My mother said that my step-dad was worried about college.
Of course I am worried too, very worried...
I'd want to study out of the country... study in another country...
I'd been thinking of being a vet, I've given up on my dream being
a flight attendant, my eyesight is bad...
And my mother always reminded me that having good eyesight
is one of the requirements of being a flight attendant.
I was crushed when I knew that my eyesight went from
good>>fine>>bad... I hope it doesn't get worser than this.
I've been trying to convince my mother to buy me glasses!
But she just won't listen. I've joked and said, 'Oh, I see, you just
want to have a daughter that wears glasses!' and she said
'exactly! people will call you an old lady!'
I was really shocked
.... But I will try to convince her, some othertime... again. Last time her reason was: ' Because the glasses in the
Philippines are better than here... etc etc...'
Gosh...
Ok so back to the school talk...
So, I was crushed, and decided of taking another path...
And then I realized how much I love my pets (dogs),
then I thought of being a vet. I think being a vet is a hard
because they are animal 'doctors', yes 'doctors'.
I've never thought of being a doctor in my life...
just now...
I mean, I'm too weak to be a doctor, I might cry all night
after a failed surgery or something...
Doctors look like they don't feel anything, like they're doing it
for the sake of... of something other than the patient's safety...
I'm not saying all doctors do, but maybe most.
But.. I guess it won't be that bad. I just have to get through a lot
of hard days, and study 4 hours a day, and memorize animal body
parts, etc, etc,...
I'm very very worried about college, sometimes I just
try not to think about it, because it drives me crazy...
>Toodles
MOOD:
Worried